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I'm in Pierre, SD this evening, the first night of a two-week work trip. This is my first work trip in a long while. Since.... Gold King last year, I think. I had an attack of nerves this morning, but today was quite low-key, just a mobe day.

Made it to an AA meeting this evening.

Self-care. Do the next right thing. Rigorous honesty.

Breathe.

OK, Im drunk. Stacy is asleep. I'm drunk & angry, I might add. In case you haven't noticed, my entries lately have been mostly accompanied by bad-mood emoticons (even if the anxious one doesn't really look very anxious, I've been plently anxious).

Something. Is. Wrong. Something big. I'm either too afraid to confront it or too stupid to identify it. FUCK.